Creating Peace From the Pieces

Of doctrine and doctors: Learning forgiveness and grace by processing memories through a catalyst of pen and keyboard.


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depression

  • Unexpected Grief

    My heart aches and my mind is as bleary as my red and puffy eyes. I generally pride myself in finding the very best words to utilize in poignant expressions of my thoughts. Today’s writing will most likely fall short of beautiful, but I NEED to write it out. Have to somehow, maybe, find a Continue reading

  • 6 P.M.

    6pmI’m alone againIt’s 6pm and the world is bleak againIt’s 6pm and like clockwork, a silent thunderstorm settles on my weary shouldersI can’t breatheMemories flash to remind me of lost love and forgotten friendshipsThey strike like lightning through my stormThe darkness hides my happiness and rationaleI don’t remember that I love and am lovedIt’s 6pm Continue reading

  • Giving Up

    We don’t give up with one abrupt decision. We don’t readily release those romantic schemes of adolescence. We give up after we slowly, slowly are coerced by seemingly smallish situations, where we must make choices that steer our planful dreams into darker waters, riddled with existential crisis and moral grey areas. We are forced to Continue reading

  • Autoimmune Battle

    His Mercies Are New Every Morning The most trying days are those that come after I’ve battled one symptom, and then another, until I’m treading treatments in order to continue the simplist of duties. When I’ve been tired too long. When I recall my lost beautiful talents and abilities, and can see so clearly and Continue reading